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Sunday, April 20th, 2003

Subject:new lj
Time:1:26 pm.
Mood: sad.
Hey everyone, I got a new lj ( Fr0sty2) It's friends only, so add me, and I'll add you guys back. :-D
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Subject:lalala
Time:11:06 am.
Mood: giddy.
Happy 420....oh yeah, and Happy Easter Bunny :-D
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Saturday, April 19th, 2003

Subject:I always beat the system....:D
Time:2:53 am.
Mood: sleepy.
we just got back from sneaking outside. Shannon and I jumped out her window. We were going to meet Jon (this kid I met last week at teen zone...he's really cool) at eckards, but since he was a dumbass, he went to walgreens (which is like 3miles from eckards.) so me and shannon were sitting out in front of eckards for like 45mins. This one guy walked by (he looked about 20-22 or so) he was drunk off his ass, but he was really nice, and asked us if everything was okay, and if we had a ride and stuff. It was really sweet. so it was like 2:10am, and we started walking back to shannon's and the same guy we saw from before, (he had a car this time, he went to the beach to pick up his girlfriend, who had his car or something) and asked us if we needed a ride, I would have gone with him, but he was really drunk, so I decided not too (His girlfriend was sleeping in the back seat, so its not like he would have raped us, because if he was going too, he would have done it the first time he saw us.) so yes, that was what we did when we got back from this kids house. so, earlier we went to fag zone (teen zone) and we saw these guys shannon knew, and we were really bored and shit, so we decided to leave. It turns out that they wont let people leave anymore. So we had to call up brittany(sekzichic71) and have her pretend to be my mom, and we said shannon was my cousin from outta state. So the cop called britt up, and she said it was fine for us to leave an shit, and the cop bought it, so we left. Then we went to the kids grandmothers house. His grandma lives in this HUGE ass house up in tortoise island (I cant spell...yeah) we rented the ring, and watched that. so then their grandma drove us home. so yeah, that was my night. I'm tired, so I'm going to go to sleep. p3ace out...:D
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Thursday, April 17th, 2003

Subject:What is with people always starting shit?
Time:11:34 pm.
Mood: amused.
Okay, so this one bitchy girl is harassing Kasie's friend. So kasie ended up getting IMed by the same girl, and the girl starts threatening Kasie, so of course I get into the middle of all of it. I was just telling the girl to back off, and shit like that, and she was using really profane words, saying I was a skank and shit like that (I'm mad that I didn't save the conversation, it was really funny, like she called me a slut, and something else, and I was like, well, at least I can get some, unlike you who has to go taco....it was funny..:D) And the girl is threatening to kick my ass and shit like that, and I was like, do you even know who I am? And she said no, and I was like, "Ha! no wonder you are starting shit!" So the girl then tells kasie to meet her by the pool at where she is baby-sitting. So I went over so I could get into a fight, because I'm all angry about Tony and shit, so I needed to get my anger out. So I go to where Kasie is baby-sitting, and, when I got there, kasie went to go meet the girl, and she left me with the kid Eli (he was sleeping, so it wasn't a big deal, and I baby-sit all the time) So kasie goes out there, and It turns out that the girl's Mom was saying all that shit, and she got in Kasie's face, this is how kasie explained it (I wasnt there, so, I didnt see it) Read more...Collapse ) so yes, today has been very eventful. Right now I'm at Kasie's, I'm spending the night.
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Subject:guys, cant live with them, cant live without them......
Time:6:16 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
I'll never understand guys. ::sigh:: They say the wont hurt you, and they always end up doing so. Tony is being an ass. He wouldnt talk to me today because I had this paper crown like thing on my head. How stupid is that? He said I looked dumb, but he of all people should not care what I look like. And, I'm not aloud to show affection torwards him. whats the point in going out if I cant even act like we are? He really pisses me off sometimes. I dont know why I put up with his bullshit.
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2003

Subject:the disease of love...
Time:7:20 pm.
Mood: creative.
Love is like a disease. You cant get rid of it. Nothing you do will make you forget about the person you love. The thought of them will always be in the back of your mind, you can't do anything to get around it. It will follow you, hunt you down, then eat you alive. Once you give in, it will rip your heart out, and mutilate it. The best thing to do is be cold hearted, and never let anyone in. You will never get hurt that way.

something I just wrote for my subprofile. lovely..eh?
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Tuesday, April 15th, 2003

Subject:purity test
Time:8:50 pm.
Mood: amused.
I scored
54¼%
on the classic 400 Point Purity Test!
Take the test here!
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Subject:13 people in the past 2 weeks.
Time:8:02 pm.
Mood: mellow.
I just got back from Tony's. He finally broke up with texas.. she is so gross...::freaks out:: me and Tony had fun today. ;-) I really missed him. everyone is getting expelled, 13 people in the past 2 weeks. all were drug related, alcohol related, or fighting (well, one was sexual harrasment, this one girl was dared to ask a gym teacher out, and she grabbed the teachers ass) It really sucks. alot of people are getting suspended too. school is so boring now...:-\
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Monday, April 14th, 2003

Subject:idiots
Time:9:17 pm.
Mood: cynical.
I was at the doctors, and my mom is babbling away, and I was like "okay, no one cares, can we go now?" (she was talking for like 15 mins, I was really annoyed) and she kept talking, so I got up, and was like, "okay, were leaving, goodbye" and I walked out, and then I had to go back, because the car was locked, so I went back, grabbed the keys, and then I went and sat in the car. My mom was still talking, so I called her and told her "lets go" so she like freaked out at me in the car. I hate that doctor, he thinks i'm a nutcase. That doctor said I went from adjustment disorder mixed with something else, to major depressive disorder, to oppositional defiant disorder, to anxiety disorder, back to oppositional defiant disorder. ::shakes head:: idiot
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Sunday, April 13th, 2003

Subject:...lets just say it was a steal...;-)
Time:9:19 pm.
Mood: happy.
I just got home from Shannons, We went to Wally-World (wal-mart) with her brother, and her brothers girlfriend. Shannon was pushing me around in the cart, and I was wearing this purple little girls easter hat, and I had on sunglasses, and was holding a tigger. Shannon had on a gardeners hat, it was funny. We got ourselves some new earings there. Lets just say it was a steal ;-). lol. were so bad. when we walked out of the store, we were like holding our breathe, praying the alarm wouldnt go off. it didnt. thank god. lol, I dont need anything else on my record. well, I'm going to call tony, and get all my shit ready for school, so i'm going to shut up now...lata
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Saturday, April 12th, 2003

Subject:I'm obsessive
Time:11:11 pm.
Mood: loved.
Tony left about 20 mins ago. Him, Shannon, and I went to the mall earlier. and then he came over her (at Shannons) we had fun ;-), but, he is still going out with texas, so he was an 'asshole' and cheated on her, but, he loves me, and I love him. If he wasnt so difficult, they would have already been broken up. He bought me the cutest bear. it is red, and it's holding a heart that says "Hugs and Kisses" and it has white X's and O's all over it. He is so sweet. I love him so much. We act as though we are going out, everyone we saw at the mall that we knew, were all like, "wtf? their going back out?" Shannon got like 30 pictures of me and tony (well, more like 3 or 4) they are going to be really cute, like one was in the car, and another me and tony were laying on shannons bed, and he was holding me, and we both had our eyes closed like we were sleeping. ::sigh:: I love him so much......I'm so obsessive.
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Subject:I'm no a drama queen!! I'm not apart of the "drama squad!" lol
Time:12:28 pm.
Mood: amused.




I'm not a drama queen!! I'm not, I'm not, I'm not!!! lol. it was so funny last night. I was laying on this bench, and this kid was like flipping out at me, and was like "Get off the bench! Sit up!!" it was funny, and I was like "Um, no. If you hvae a problem with me laying on the bench you can leave and go fuck yourself" and he was like "thats it, I'm getting you kicked out" (he worked there) so he got one of the 'rent a cops' and the guy was so funny. He was making fun of the kid with a stick up his ass, he was like "she is what, 5 feet? how much space could she take up?" and he was about to say something and the cop was like "next time just tell him to leave instead of saying go fuck yourself" and I was like "I did say that" and the kid was like flipping out and I was like "GODFORBID I lay on the bench, GODFORBID I tell you to go fuck yourself, GODFORBID!! FREAK OUT!" it was sooooo funny. the 'rent a cop' was laughing, and we were all making fun of that kid, he left us alone the rest of the night. lol. :D
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Subject:tonight, and some new poems
Time:2:05 am.
Mood: sleepy.
I went to 'Club Infinity' (aka fagzone/teenzone) tonight. They have like a twister board painted in the middle of the floor (twister was pretty fun) and they have a new back porch you can go out on. I had a pretty good night. I really relized how much tony means to me. I love him so much... he loves me too. we just have to get texas out of the picture. I think we (Tony, Shannon, Kasie, Ciara, and I) are going to hang out tomorrow. and then Shannon and I will go back to Tony's and hang out there. I'm not sure what we are doing yet. I have to call him when I wake up, he went to bed around 12:40 or so, (well, thats when he got off line, w/e) he said he hasnt been sleeping good, so I was glad when he said he was tired and was going to go to bed. He needs to sleep, he is like a zombie if he doesnt. so anyways, i'll leave you guys with some of my new poetry (warning, very morbid, and deals alot with cutting, and death, read with caution..:D, just gotta warn people who might get grossed out)Collapse )
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Thursday, April 10th, 2003

Subject:what I want to do
Time:5:40 pm.
Mood: quixotic.
I have decided to never love again. you never get anything except for heartache and pain. It isnt worth it. I'm going to be a coldhearted bitch. I'm going to live up to my name as frosty. Now, wait a week, and I will be in love. But, I do really need time to just think, and sort out all my emotions, and figure out what I am going to do at satellite high. Right now I'm in english accelerated honors (which is a pre- AP class, AP is college corses, you get college credits for taking them) and I'm in Algerbra 1B. World History Honors. Psych1 and 2 and I'm also taking latin. I think i'm just going to take regular bioliogy, im not sure yet. But, I know i want to be a criminologist (the people who analyze the murderers and find out why the killed people and stuff.) or some one in forensic science (I dont think I would have the stomach to look at dead bodies, so I probably wont do that) or I will be a therapist.
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Wednesday, April 9th, 2003

Subject:he's moving
Time:10:42 pm.
Mood: crushed.
Luke has to move. To Ft. Lauderdale. He called me up earlier. He sounded like he was crying. I dont know what I'm going to do. I cant even hug Tony now because of his bitchy girlfriend. This sucks major ass. I have just lost the two guys who ment something to me. I'm such an idiot. What the hell was I thinking when I broke up with Tony? Was I on crack? Someone please explain my stupidity to me.
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Time:6:20 pm.
Mood: confused.
Tony asked Jamie whatever her last name is (everyone calls her texas) out last night. like, right after I broke up with him, he couldn't even wait 24hours. I guess I'm only mad because I'm jelous. I expected everything to stay the same. I'm just stupid, and, I didnt expect him to jump into another relationship so fast. ::sigh:: and luke got his stupid ass expelled today (he brought a pipe to school) so he is grounded for life, and has to go to abans. So that means I will never see him. And he is like the only person I could get with right now. He left me a really sweet message on my cell today. it was sumthing like "hey girl, whats up, I guess you heard about what happened. I will try to call you to night. we will have a talk, and figure everything out, you know how it is. I still wanna be with you and everything. Don't call my house. I'll call you tonight at 11. alright. I love you girl. bye." so yeah. I dont know if i should get with him, or not.
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Tuesday, April 8th, 2003

Subject:its over.
Time:8:17 pm.
Mood: relieved.
read convo with tony hereCollapse )

so, its over. but, I havent lost him. so, everything is okay.
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Subject:What am I going to do?
Time:4:34 pm.
Mood: confused.
Tony and I got back together yesterday. I had to like beg him to let me come over. I knew if I went over, he would relize how much he missed me, and loved me. It worked. But,I don't know if its going to work out or not. read more hereCollapse )

So, yeah. Maybe it would have been better to just have left it in it's grave, instead of undigging it and trying to put it back to life.
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Sunday, April 6th, 2003

Subject:I can drive
Time:5:11 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
so we just got back from the beach. Shannon's brother let me and Shannon drive. It was so funny, Shannon kept driving in the gutter, and i was like "gutter!!! STOP!! YOUR GOING TO HIT THE CAR!!" and Shannons brother was like "get outta the car, you failed." so then it was my turn to drive. He said I did pretty good. Everything was fine except for some of my stops were a little bad. othre than that, we did okay. lol. It was funny because shannons brother was like "don't hit anything, I dont have insurence." so, we had fun.
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Subject:dont you love it when im up at all hours of the night?
Time:6:53 am.
Mood: lonely.
Today is the last day of spring break. :( I'm sad. I don't want it to end yet. we go back to school tomorrow. :(. no fair. but, I get to see all my friends, so I guess its okay that we go back. god, I'm going to have to answer every ones questions about me and Tony breaking up. I'll probably ending up telling them to mind their own business. lol. because I'm nice like that :D. I feel asleep at 9pm (I'm still at Shannons) and then I woke up at 3:30am or so. and, I've been up ever since. at least I got some sleep. we will probably sleep in late. I have to go home and clean my room. ick. well, its been a nice little break. I need one every so often. well, words are running short. lata
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